…for what it's worth

I’m sitting on the third floor bridge in Duffield with Katie and Adam and thinking that I would definitely post more if I wasn’t so stressed. I’m reading a paper on neural networks and thinking about things that seem worth talking about. I go to post here and… feel guilty that I’m not working. Perhaps I need to set times during the day when I just take a break and empty my brain, but I’m definitely not going to post here the way things are going. I’m even getting caught up in my Bible reading now, but I’m not posting because I have so much other work to be doing.

It’s not that I’m busy doing that work, so I can’t post. It’s that even when I feel totally incapable of doing that work, I feel guilty doing other things. This contributes to the stress and ends in paralysis. That’s it – I’m taking a break and writing a blog post. Or… Shoot. I just did that. Now I should be working.

EDIT: I’m going to quit editing what I write here so it doesn’t take so long or look so difficult to post when I’m on the fence about it. Er… shoot.